
"Se depois de eu morrer, quiserem escrever a minha biografia, não há nada mais simples. Tem só duas datas - a da minha nascença e a da minha morte. Entre uma e outra coisa, todos os dias são meus" - Alberto Caeiro
01 dezembro 2010
Pensamento do Dia

Hoje é disto que se ouve! =D
uma das minhas músicas preferidas para meditar!
26 novembro 2010
'Gone' - Pearl Jam
No more upset mornings
No more trying evenings
This American Dream I am disbelieving
When the gas in my tank feels like money in the bank
Gonna blow it all this time, take me one last ride
For the lights of this city, they only look good when I'm speeding
I wanna leave em all behind me cause this time I'm gone
Long gone,
This time I'm letting go of it all
So long,
This time I'm gone
In the far off distance
As my tail-lights fade
No one thinks to witness but they will someday
Feel like a question is forming
And the answer's far
I will be what I could be
Once I get out of this town
For the lights of this city
They have lost all feeling
Gonna leave em all behind me cause this time I'm gone
Long gone,
This time I'm letting go of it all
So long,
Long gone, I'm letting go of it all
Yeah, This time I'm gone
If nothing is everything
If nothing is everything I'll have it all
If nothing is everything then I will have it all
Pearl Jam - Gone
24 novembro 2010
"Skinny Love" - Bon Iver
Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer
I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall
I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different "kind"
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines
Come on skinny love what happened here
Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full; so slow on the split
I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted?
Then who the hell was I?
Now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines
Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?
Bon Iver - Skinny Love
22 novembro 2010
20 novembro 2010
"Vadiagens melódicas"

Espremes e esfregas nas mãos a bizarra
flor sem nome que aqui te perfuma
as manhãs, as cores
de um vestido vazio caído aí,
na erva que dele bebe a ausência e o inverno.
Com a luz empurrando o amargo
contorno das casas
numa exalação respiratória.
Quartos de uma noite só,
alugada, perpétua. Nas paredes vão-lhes
crescendo rosas de musgo à luz suja
de antigos candeeiros, e a escrita
chega mais depressa à dor: algum
cavalo esquecido, fantasma
de um cadáver que já só às sombras
que o sublinham serve de alimento.
Apagando-se num eco entre as
ruas de ontem, o rumor de impérios
perdidos, velhos leões deitados
junto a calcanhares de pedra
nesse jardim de mitos
levado por um suspiro. E depois
desta janela baixa resta
uma única árvore, e como vestígio
do sonho, purpúrea e madura,
cada romã rebenta e de abelhas murmura
nos seus ramos.
Em baixo afaga a cabeça esvaída
um rapaz levando atrás de si
a tarde. De uma idade
que não se sabe, mas não pode
andar longe da tua.
O bafo morto de álcool, o rosto
enterrado numa espécie de oração
com os lábios rasgados marcando a brisa
enquanto da pele queimada descasca mapas
que enrola distraído entre o indicador
e o polegar. Mais velhas,
as mulheres, esfinges sonolentas
apoiando-se silenciosamente nas suas
sombras, que longas
se erguem como mastros. Ficam-se
a sonhar exílios nestes cafés vazios,
com as suas cortinas de contas pendendo
como rosários.
E faz truques com o tempo, esquece-se
dos nomes esta gente, e aponta
para as coisas num silêncio
sem ênfase revirando os olhos,
doces de cansaço:
fulgor do que tantas vezes foi e voltou
de promessas feitas e pagas ao mar.
Uma menina espera sozinha
à porta. Os cabelos de mel, encaracolados,
numa das mãos as sandálias, a outra,
leve, brincando na tensa corda
do teu olhar – essa distância toda
que puxavas para ti. Tudo
tão quieto, soprando uma mesma
ferida. A torre meio arruinada no limite
de tanta hesitação.
Fumaste nos degraus e lias o nome invertido
dos barcos, suas étereas silhuetas
sobre um púrpuro rio em perfume a dormir.
Aí, esse sono onde enches
a voz, ganhas vontades e não queres
fazer sentido, mas apenas ser
destas vadiagens melódicas, subir às
costelas do vento, gritar como louco
às tempestades.
(daqui)
17 novembro 2010
"Os mortos"

Eu sei, é preciso esquecer,
desenterrar os nossos mortos e voltar a enterrá-los,
os nossos mortos anseiam por morrer
e só a nossa dor pode matá-los.
Tanta memória! O frenesim
escuro das suas palavras comendo-me a boca,
a minha voz numerosa e rouca
de todos eles desprendendo-se de mim.
Porém como esquecer? Com que palavras e sem que palavras?
Tudo isto (eu sei) é antigo e repetido; fez-se tarde
no que pode ser dito. Onde estavas
quando chamei por ti, literalidade?
E todavia em certos dias materiais
quase posso tocar os meus sentidos,
tão perto estou, e morrer nos meus sentidos,
os meus sentidos sentindo-me com mãos primeiras, terminais.
in Os livros, Assírio & Alvim
01 novembro 2010
hm...

Atirado para um canto. Entre lágrimas, foi dizendo
(E tem doze anos) que seu amigo decidira que deviam
Esperar. Sua mensagem: «Só o amor verdadeiro está
Por vir». É ténue a diferença (pensei) entre um galã
E um filósofo. Mas ela, sobretudo, descobrira que os
Novos instrumentos «mordem» tanto como os antigos,
Salvo que muito mais depressa. A mentira vende. Para
A publicidade, na nova comunicação é impossível a má
Notícia. Por que não trocam com os jornais?
in O começo de um livro é precioso, Assírio & Alvim
"O Que Está Primeiro"

Tudo fica mais fácil quando se ama
porque amar é sobrevoar
e lá do alto ver o rasteiro
dia-a-dia que nos chama
e abaixo finge ignorar
que o amor está primeiro.
Tudo fica mais leve quando se ama
porque amar é atravessar
o mar largo e traiçoeiro
da vida que nos reclama
para a urgência de gritar
que o amor está primeiro.
20 outubro 2010
Clássico Bónito =)
Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait
Ni le mal, tout ça m'est bien égal
Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
C'est payé, balayé, oublié
Je me fous du passé
Avec mes souvenirs, j'ai allumé le feu
Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs, je n'ai plus besoin d'eux
Balayées les amours, avec leurs trémolos
Balayées pour toujours, je repars à zéro
Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait
Ni le mal, tout ça m'est bien égal
Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
Car ma vie car mes joies
Aujourd'hui, ça commence avec toi
Edith Piaf - Non, je ne regrette rien
18 outubro 2010
Voz amorosa ^^
I want my pretty baby
He says he wants me to
We wanna be together
Hope that is something we can do
I want my pretty baby
He says he wants me so bad
He knows I got a thing for him
Hope our thing won't turn out sad
The world keeps turning we can't change its course
What I can’t hold by love I won't hold by force
The world keeps turning beyond our control
What I can’t hold by love I won't hold at all
The world keeps turning, world keeps turning
The world keeps turning we can't change its course
What I can’t hold by love I won't hold by force
The world keeps turning beyond our control
What I can’t hold by love I won't hold at all
Here comes my baby running
Part of me is in his hand
He doesn't hold to hard he knows then
It slips through fingers just like sand
He doesn't close his hand he knows then
It slips through fingers just like sand
When to give up when to give more is
A thing that's hard to understand
The world keeps turning we can't change its course
What I can’t hold by love I won't hold by force
The world keeps turning beyond our control
What I can’t hold by love I won't hold at all
The world keeps turning, world keeps turning
Lisa Ekdahl - The World Keeps Turning
17 outubro 2010
All i can do is... ^^
The storm is coming but i don't mind.
People are dying, i close my blinds.
All that i know is i'm breathing now.
I want to change the world...instead i sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.
But all that i know is i'm breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
All that i know is i'm breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
Ingrid Michaelson - Keep Breathing
16 outubro 2010
Hoje,(apenas) isto conseguiu animar-me
13 outubro 2010
Radiohead Mood
Faith you're driving me away
you do it everyday
you don't mean it but it hurts like hell
my brain says I'm receiving pain
a lack of oxygen from my life support
...my iron lung
We're too young to fall asleep
too cynical to speak
we are losing it can't you tell?
we scratch our eternal itch
A twentieth century bitch
and we are grateful for our iron lung
the headshrinkers
they want everything
my uncle Bill
my Belisha beacon
suck, suck your teenage thumb
toilet-trained and dumb
when the power runs out we'll just hum
this this is our new song
just like the last one
a total waste of time
my iron lung
the headshrinkers
they want everything
my uncle Bill
my Belisha beacon
and if you're frightened
you can be frightened
you can be it's okay
Radiohead - My Iron Lung
12 outubro 2010
11 outubro 2010
"Breathe in The Air" - Pink Floyd
Breathe, breathe in the air.
Don't be afraid to care.
Leave but don't leave me.
...Look around and choose your own ground.
Long you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be.
Run, rabbit run.
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don't sit down it's time to dig another one.
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race towards an early grave.
06 outubro 2010
AMEI! e porque me fez tremer! =D
Walk you home to see, where you're livin' around, and I know this place,
Pour yourself on me, and you know I'm the one, that you won't forget.
And in your denim eyes, I see something's awry, and I see you're weak,
When he comes around, I see your fixin' to shy, and my face won't speak.
Hate to be so emotional, I didn't mean to get physical,
But when he pulled in & revved it up, I said "you call that a pickup truck?"
And in the moonlight I throw him down, all kickin' screamin' and rollin' around,
A little piece of a bloody tooth, just so you know I was thinkin' of you,
Just so you know oohhh.
Tremblin' misery, and it's cold as a hole, hug your bones and skin,
Cracklin' woods gone white, and my eyes swolled up now, I can see the light.
Hate to be so emotional, I didn't mean to get physical,
But when he pulled in & he revved it up, I said "you call that a pickup truck?",
And in the moonlight I throw him down, all kickin' screamin' and rollin' around,
A little piece of a bloody tooth, just so you know I was thinkin' of you,
Just so you know oohhhh.
Just so you know oohhhh.
I hate to be so emotional, I didn't mean to get physical,
But when he pulled in & revved it up, I said "you call that a pickup truck?",
And in the moonlight I throw him down, all kickin' screamin' and rollin' around,
A little piece of a bloody tooth, just so you know I was thinkin' of you,
Just so you know I was thinkin' of you.
Just so you know oohhhh
Kings of Leon - Pickup Truck
04 outubro 2010
Sabe mesmo bem ouvir isto...
Twenty-nine pearls in your kiss, a singing smile,
Coffee smell and lilac skin, your flame in me.
Twenty-nine pearls in your kiss, a singing smile,
Coffee smell and lilac skin, your flame in me.
I'm only here for this moment.
I know everybody here wants you.
I know everybody here thinks he needs you.
I'll be waiting right here just to show you
How our love will blow it all away.
Such a thing of wonder in this crowd,
I'm a stranger in this town, you're free with me.
And our eyes locked in downcast love, I sit here proud,
Even now you're undressed in your dreams with me.
I'm only here for this moment.
I know everybody here wants you.
I know everybody here thinks he needs you.
I'll be waiting right here just to show you
How our love will blow it all away.
I know the tears we cried have dried on yesterday
The sea of fools has parted for us
There's nothing in our way, my love
Don't you see, don't you see?
You're just the torch to put the flame
to all our guilt and shame,
And I'll rise like an ember in your name.
I know, I know,
I know everybody here wants you.
I know everybody here thinks he needs you.
I'll be waiting right here just to show you
Let me show that love can rise, rise just like
embers.
Love can taste like the wine of the ages, baby.
And I know they all look so good from a distance,
But I tell you I'm the one.
I know everybody here will thinks he needs you,
thinks he needs you
And I'll be waiting right here just to show you.
Jeff Buckley - Everybody Here Wants You
03 outubro 2010
"Forget Her" - Jeff Buckley
while this town is busy sleeping
all the noises died away
i walk the streets to stop my weeping
‘cause she'll never change her ways
don't fool yourself
she was heartache from the moment that you met her
my heart feels so still
as i try to find the will to forget her somehow
oh i think i've forgotten her now
her love is a rose pale and dying
dropping her petals and men unknown
all full of wine the world before her
or sober with no place to go
don't fool yourself
she was heartache from the moment that you met her
my heart is frozen still
cause i try to find the will to forget her somehow
she's somewhere out there now
oh my tears are falling down as i try to forget
her love was a joke from the day that we met
all of the words all of the men
all of my pain when i think back to when
remember her hair as it shone in the sun
the smell of the bed when i knew what she'd done
tell yourself over and over you wont ever need her again
But don't fool yourself
she was heartache from the moment that you met her
oh my heart is frozen still
as i try to find the will to forget her somehow
she's out there somewhere now
she was heartache from the day that i first met her
my heart is frozen still
as i try to find the will to forget you somehow
cause i know you're somewhere out there right now
01 outubro 2010
Fez-me derreter toda!

para ti, que chegaste a quem sabe que lugar
quando eu acabava -ai- de sair dele,
ou perdeste aquele comboio, não sei qual, que te teria
trazido ao centro da minha vida,
ou estavas num banco de algum parque
num dia em que eu não quis passear entre as verlaineanas folhas,
para ti,
pela longa espera desse olhar que nunca vi,
por esse coração que desconheço e é como uma praia de setembro,
para ti, por tudo o que havia de obrigar-me a amar-te,
para ti, que me terias amado até nunca mais,
que agora podes estar em pranto
na luz fria de um quarto de hotel,
ou com os teus filhos no Museu Britânico,
a olhar o arco-íris numa teia de aranha,
ou a pensar em mim sem saber que sou eu,
para ti, retrospectiva, condicional, perdida,
onde quer que estejas,
este poema.
in El misterio de la felicidad (antologia)
27 setembro 2010
Pensamento do dia - Bónito =)

24 setembro 2010
Reflectindo sobre momentos...by Osho
"Sempre que acontecer belas experiências de alegria, contentamento, amor, beatitude e benção, lembre-se de uma coisa, você não é o manipulador delas elas simplesmente vêm. Sinta-se agradecido e diga obrigado, e esqueça tudo a respeito delas. Não as guarde em sua memória, e não fique ganancioso a respeito delas. Se você ficar ganancioso o ego já entrou e, por vingança, ele começa a envenená-lo de novo."
Pensamento do dia

22 setembro 2010
'Mint Car' - Boa para motivar! =D
The sun is up
I'm so happy I could scream!
And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be
Than here with you
It's perfect
It's all I ever wanted
I almost can't believe that it's for real
I really don't think it gets any better than this
Vanilla smile
And a gorgeous strawberry kiss!
Birds sing we swing
Clouds drift by and everything is like a dream
It's everything I wished
Never guessed it got this good
Wondered if it ever would
Really didn't think it could
Do it again?
I know we should!!!
The sun is up
I'm so fizzy I could burst!
You wet through and me headfirst
Into this is perfect
It's all I ever wanted
Ow! it feels so big it almost hurts!
Never guessed it got this good
Wondered if it ever would
Really didn't think it could
Do it some more?
I know we should!!!
Say it will always be like this
The two of us together
It will always be like this
Forever and ever and ever...
Never guessed it got this good
Wondered if it ever would
Really didn't think it could
Do it all the time?
I know that we should!!!
The Cure - Mint Car
21 setembro 2010
"Epigrama"
que a miúda que amava se deitava com outros,
que o fazia inclusivamente com pessoas do seu sexo,
para acrescentar-lhe tesão e loucura.
Divertia-me sofrer com esses disparates,
pensar que aquelas curvas que tanto me excitavam
teriam sido de gregos e seriam de troianos.
Mas passei os limites. Levei-o tão a sério
que tive que vingar a minha honra nunca ofendida
no plano real, que é aquele que menos conta.
Sim. Matei-a no mesmo leito em que imaginava
que me havia enganado tão deliciosamente,
e a seguir matei-me, para o caso de restarem dúvidas
quanto ao meu amor, silenciando futuras críticas.
Caminhante que passas ao lado desta tumba,
que estas palavras guiem os teus passos na vida.
Por mais que te divirta imaginá-la nos braços
de alguém que não tu, não percas a cabeça.
Mata-a só a ela, rasga em pedaços o seu cadáver
e busca outra miúda para continuares sonhando.
"Noite de Ronda"

Noutro tempo terias passado a noite
a falar-lhe de livros e de velhos filmes.
Mas estás mais crescido. Agora sabes que a elas
lhes aborrecem tipos que se enchem de nomes próprios,
que o teu bacharelato as deixa indiferentes.
De modo que a deixas tomar a iniciativa,
desligas e finges que escutas as suas histórias,
que invariavelmente -recordas de outras vezes-
versam sobre o amor, as viagens, a dietética,
a sua família, o verão, a boa forma física,
o além, as drogas e a arte pós-moderna.
De quando em vez assentes, cruzando o olhar
com o dela, passando-lhe a mão nas coxas,
e elevas aos céus uma angustiosa súplica
para que esta farsa termine o quanto antes.
Passarão, ainda assim, algumas horas
até que, ébria e afónica, se desmanche nos teus braços
e obtenhas a vitória pírrica do seu corpo,
que, apesar do que dizem três ou quatro amigos,
será muito pouca coisa. E, quando estiver a dormir,
sairás exausto à rua em busca de uma chávena
de café gigantesca, maldizendo as garrafas
que arruinaram o teu fígado na estúpida noite
e pensando que afinal vale mais a pena
não facturar mas falar-lhes dos teus livros,
amargar-lhes a vida com Shakespeare e com Griffith.
Ou arranjar uma surda para que não falte nada.
"Não posso suportá-lo"

diante das pessoas. Não me importa
que confundas dever de com dever,
que uses dissestes em vez de disseste
quando te pões doida, ou que durmas
com comprimidos catorze horas por dia.
Posso aguentar a selva do vazio
onde vives, o teu frio e o teu calor
-sempre desmesurados-, as tuas histerias,
essa higiene obsessiva a que te entregas.
Posso esquecer que estejas feita uma drogadita
(quem não o foi certa vez?), as tuas sestas,
o teu narcisismo, as tuas ovulações.
Pouca diferença me faz que me enganes
com a tua cadelita de mala. Mas
há uma coisa que não posso perdoar-te,
e é que uses esse odioso disfarce
de vulgar leitora de manuais de auto-ajuda
e me aconselhes coisas como: «Faz
o que te pareça bem a cada instante»,
«Vive o dia», «Não penses demais
no passado nem no que tens pela frente»,
«Sê independente», «Nunca hipoteques
o teu tempo livre», «Tira o máximo
das relações na tua vida», «Sê feliz.»
Não suporto isto, minha querida.
Horroriza-me. Não o suporto.
(daqui)
20 setembro 2010
Vício bom ^^
Beck & Bat for Lashes - Let's Get Lost
19 setembro 2010
...encontrado por ai...
18 setembro 2010
05 setembro 2010
04 setembro 2010
"The plan it wasn't much of a plan..."
The plan it wasn't much of a plan
I just started walking
I had enough of this old town
and nothing else to do
It was one of those nights
you wonder how nobody died
we started talking
You didn't come here to have fun
you said: "well I just came for you"
Do you still love me?
do you feel the same
Do I have a chance
of doing that old dance
with someone I've been
pushing away
And touch we touched the soul
the very soul, the soul of what we were then
With the old schemes of shattered dreams
lying on the floor
You looked at me
no more than sympathy
my lies you have heard them
My stories you have laughed with
my clothes you have torn
And do you still love me?
do you feel the same
And do I have a chance
of doing that old dance again
Is it too late for some of that romance again
Let's go away, we'll never have the chance again
You lost that feeling
You want it again
More than I'm feeling
you'll never get
You had a go at
all that you know
You lost that feeling
so come down and show
Don't say goodbye
let accusations fly
like in that movie
You know the one where Martin Sheen
waves his arm to the girl on the street
I once told a friend
that nothing really ends
no-one can prove it
So I'm asking you now
could it possibly be
that you still love me?
And do you feel the same
Do I have a chance
of doing that old dance again
Or is it too late for some of that romance again
Let's go away, we'll never have the chance again
I take it all from you
dEUS - Nothing Really Ends
03 setembro 2010
Diana Krall - I Miss You So
Those happy hours I spent with you
That lovely afterglow
Most of all, I miss you so
Your sweet caresses, each rendezvous
You voice so soft and low
Most of all, I miss you so
You once filled my heart with
No regrets, no fears
Now you'll find my heart
Filled to the top with tears
I'll always love you and want you too
How much you'll never know
Most of all, I miss you so
02 setembro 2010
'Hearing Damage'
...e quando se abre o feed de um site, e nos aparece isto, e temos a reacção que não tivemos durante o dia todo?
A tear in my brain
Allows the voices in
They wanna push you off the path
With their frequency wires
And you can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you're getting better
But you don't feel any better
Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
You wish you felt better
You wish you felt better
Thom Yorke - Hearing Damage
fui*
31 agosto 2010
There's a possibility...
There's a possibility
There's a possibility
All that I had was all I'm gonna get
There's a possibility
There's a possibility
All I gonna get is gone with your step
All I gonna get is gone with your stare
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I would't know
Know that when you leave
Know that when you leave
By blood and by me, you walk like a thief,
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave
So tell me when you hear my heart stop
You're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know
So tell me when my sigh is over
You're the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show
By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave.
By blood and by me, I follow your lead.
Lykke Li - Possibility
30 agosto 2010
"Pequeno Lirismo Azul"

E as palavras correm sobre os lábios.
Lábios dizem a palavra "boca".
E a boca é um esquife de água.
A boca é uma clausura de saliva.
Um palacete de tomilho.
As palavras lavam a língua,
dando nome a sonos ou a estrondos.
A bicicleta entrou pelo celeiro
manchada por um toque de vermelho.
A casa é invadida
por carradas de papoilas.
Quem transporta os espelhos
de um quarto vazio
para outro quarto vazio?
Quem desenterra a salamandra?
Duas raparigas sob a neve.
Caramanchão de leve trovoada
à sombra da glicínia em flor.
O vazio debaixo das palavras.
Belo abismo com que me deleito.
Haverá outros lábios sob os meus?
Resvala pelo meu braço adentro.
Um braço de ferro que me petrifica
o gesto e o coração.
E é o afluxo poeirento
desse infame silêncio.
Pensamento do Dia

29 agosto 2010
Encontra-se por ai coisas destas...
'Corduroy' - Pearl Jam
The waiting drove me mad... you're finally here and I'm a mess
I take your entrance back... can't let you roam inside my head
I don't want to take what you can give...
I would rather starve than eat your bread...
I would rather run but I can't walk...
Guess I'll lie alone just like before...
I'll take the varmint's path... oh, and I must refuse your test
A-push me and I will resist... this behavior's not unique
I don't want to hear from those who know...
They can buy, but can't put on my clothes...
I don't want to limp for them to walk...
Never would have known of me before...
I don't want to be held in your debt...
I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed...
I'm already cut up and half dead...
I'll end up alone like I began...
Everything has chains... absolutely nothing's changed
"Take my hand, not my picture," spelled my T-shirt
I don't want to take what you can give...
I would rather starve than eat your breast...
All the things that others want for me...
Can't buy what I want because it's free...
Can't buy what I want because it's free...
Can't be what you want because I'm...
Why ain't it sposed to be just fun
Oh, to live and die, let it be done
I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began...
It's your move now...
I thought you were a friend, but I guess I, I guess I hate you..
Pearl Jam - Corduroy
hm...
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will delight those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will delight those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything
One Republic - Secrets
28 agosto 2010
Pensamento do Dia

'Andando por ai'

Andando por aí
Que nome tenho eu para ti?
Decerto não há nome para ti
No sentido em que as estrelas têm nomes
Que de algum modo lhes servem. Andando por aí,
Um motivo de curiosidade para alguns,
Mas tu estás demasiado preocupado
Com a nódoa secreta do outro lado da tua alma
Para falar muito e vagueias por aí,
Sorrindo para ti e para os outros
Chega a ser um tanto solitário,
Mas ao mesmo tempo desanimador
Contraproducente quando percebes uma vez mais
Que o caminho mais longo é o mais eficaz
Aquele que serpenteava por entre as ilhas, e
Parecia que andavas sempre em círculo.
E agora que o fim está perto
Os gomos da viagem abrem-se como uma laranja.
Lá dentro há luz, e mistério e sustento.
Anda ver. Vem, não por mim, mas por isso.
Mas se eu ainda lá estiver, concede que nos possamos encontrar.
in Uma onda e outros poemas, Quetzal - 1991
'Na quinta do norte'

A uma velocidade incrível, viajando dia e noite, atravessando desfiladeiros.
Mas saberá ele onde te encontrar?
Reconhecer-te-á quando te vir?
Dar-te-á a coisa que tem para ti?
Aqui quase nada cresce,
E contudo os celeiros estão a abarrotar,
As sacas de grão empilhadas até às traves do tecto.
Os ribeiros correm docemente, engordando o peixe;
Pássaros escurecem o céu. Será que basta
Deixar a malga do leite lá fora à noite,
Pensar nele às vezes,
Às vezes e sempre, com sentimentos confusos?
...é o que dá ver filmes destes =P
She's like the wind through my tree
She rides the night next to me
She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
She's taken my heart
But she doesn't know what she's done
Feel her breath on my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind
I look in the mirror and all I see
Is a young old man with only a dream
Am I just fooling myself
That she'll stop the pain
Living without her
I'd go insane
Feel her breath on my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind
Patrick Swayze - She's Like The Wind
(from: Dirty Dancing OST)
27 agosto 2010
...ouvindo Radiohead...
I am the next act waiting in the wings
I am an animal trapped in your hot car
I am all the days that you choose to ignore
You are all I need
You are all I need
I am in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds
I am a moth who just wants to share your light
I'm just an insect trying to get out of the night
I only stick with you because there are no others
You are all I need
You are all I need
I am in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds
S'all wrong
S'alright, S'alright
S'all wrong
S'alright, S'alright, S'alright
Radiohead - All I Need
Para relaxar...
...ler as frases iniciais, ouvir com atenção, e deixar a melodia fazer o resto =)
26 agosto 2010
'Paper Bag'
I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began it's downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
-I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
-Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
-Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, "Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' - he said
"It's all in your head,' and I said, "So's everything' -
But he didn't get it - I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy
-Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
-Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
-Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
-Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Fiona Apple - Paper Bag
...dejá vú?
Por favor...deixa-me dormir.Já me atormentaste tanto com a tua ausência, e ainda mais com a tua indiferença. Não sou transparente, embora às vezes desse jeito, mas não o sou. Lamento.
Vou tentar dormir, sem olhar para o lado à espera que uma luzinha se ligue e me avise: 'nova mensagem'. Sim, sem olhar..porque às vezes também tenho direito a fazer birra e a querer deixar de sonhar, ou de pensar que isso poderá acontecer só porque eu espero..
O tempo da espera por outro, no tempo da guerra, em que mandavam cartas e que se ia todos os dias ao correio ver se já tinha chegado resposta já la vai.
Acorda. Que eu também tenciono acordar, isto se adormecer.
Fica o desabafo, que já não aguento as lágrimas a cair, e não quero continuar com elas.
Porque nem elas nem eu, somos transparentes, invisíveis...temos vida.
24 agosto 2010
Só para deixar um cheirinho a férias...
One night to be confused
One night to speed up truth
We had a promise paid
Four hands and then away
Both under influence
We had a divine sense
To know what to say
Mind is a razor blade
To call for hands of above
to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough
for me, no
One night of magic rush
The start a simple touch
One night to push and scream
And then relief
Ten days of perfect tunes
The colors red and blue
We had a promise made
We were in love
To call for hands of above
to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough
for me, no
To call for hands of above
to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough
And you, you knew the hand of the devil
And you, kept us awake with wolves teeth
Sharing different heartbeats
In one night
To call for hands of above
to lean on
Wouldn't be good enough
for me, no
12 agosto 2010
É o que dá ter saudades, depois encontra-se isto =)

Bem Leve =)
Bem leve leve
releve
quem pouse a pele
em cima de madeira
beira beira
quem dera mera mera
cadeira
mas breve breve
revele
vele vele
quem pese
dos pés a caveira
Dali da beira uma palavra cai no chão
caixão
dessa maneira
Uma palavra de madeira em cada mão
Imbuia
Cereja
Jacarandá, Peroba, Pinho, Jatobá
Cabreúva
Garapera
uma palavra de madeira cai no chão
caixão
dessa maneira.
Marisa Monte - Bem Leve
16 julho 2010
Pensamento do Dia

13 julho 2010
11 julho 2010
'The Truth'
Let me tell you why I love him
Cause he is the truth
Said he is so real
And I love the way that he makes me feel
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly cause
his light it shines so bright I wouldn't lie
I remember the very first day I saw him
I found myself immdiately intrigued by him
Its almost like I knew this man from another life
Like back then maybe I was his husband and maybe he was my wife
And even, the things I don't like about him are fine with me
Because its not hard for me to understand him because his so much like me
And its truly my pleasure to share his company
And I know that its GOD's gift to breathe
yeah he breathe
How can the same man that makes me so mad
-do you know what he did-[spoken]
Turn right around and kiss me so soft
-girl do you know what he did-[spoken]
If he ever, left me I wouldn't even be sad no
And I'm glad that I knew him at all
I love the way he speaks
I love the way he thinks
I love the way he treats his mama
I love that gap in between his teeth
I love him in every way that a woman can love a man from personal to universal but most of all its unconditional
-you know what I'm talking about-
Thats the way I feel
-and I always will-
There's anit no substitute for the truth
either it is or isnt
cause he is the truth
you see the truth it, needs no proof
either it is or it isnt
Cause he is the truth
Now oyu know the truth by the way it feels
and if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly
cause he is yes he is
I wonder does he know
India Arie - The Truth
09 julho 2010
'Photograph'
Her name was written on a photograph,
Right next to her red, sunburnt face,
It all had happened in that long tall grass,
About a mile from her old place,
I can't remember how it started
And if it lasted that day in the sun.
We said that we were going to study hard,
We held our books instead of hands,
She held a blanket over cans of beer,
I can't deny I was so full of fear.
It's just another story caught up
In another photograph I found.
And it seems like another person lived that life A great many years ago from now,
When I look back on my ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.
When I look back on my ordinary ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.
And there's the first time that I tried that stuff,
I think I look a little green,
I remember throwing up behind a bush,
And I found it hard to use my feet,
And who's that easily led
Little boy who's really off his head?
It was the same night that I kissed that girl,
The tall one with the auburn hair,
I remember laughing coz to kiss me,
She had to sit down on a chair!
She tasted like the schnapps she'd drunk,
And the cigarette she'd stolen from her mum.
And it's just another story caught up in another photograph I found.
When I look back on my ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.
When I look back on my ordinary ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.
Jamie Cullum - Photograph
08 julho 2010
Algures por ai encontrei...

06 julho 2010
'Nightminds'
Just lay it all down.
Put your face into my neck and let it fall out.
I know, I know ,I know. I knew before you got home.
This world you're in now,
it doesn't have to be alone,
I'll get there somehow, 'cos
I know I know I know
when, even springtime feels cold.
,
But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see
so we can both be there and we can both share the dark.
And in our honesty, together we will rise,
out of our nightminds, and into the light
at the end of the fight...
You were blessed by
a different kind of inner view: it's all magnified.
The highs will make you fly,
but the lows make you want to die.
And I was once there,
hanging from that very ledge where you are standing.
So I know, I know, I know,
it's easier to let go.
But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see,
so we can both be there and we can both share the dark.
And in our honesty, together we will rise out of our nightminds
and into the light at the end of the fight.
...and in our honesty, together we will rise out of our nightminds
and into the light... at the end of their fight...
Missy Higgins - Nightminds
qualquer coisa que me surgiu ao adormecer...

Hoje passei o dia a ler as tuas palavras.
Passei o dia a sentir a tua falta.
Nem este calor abrasador me apaga a vontade que tenho de estar junto a ti…
Não anula a vontade que tenho de me sentir derreter num abraço teu.
Não apaga o desejo de querer sentir a tua boca na minha, de sentir o teu sabor, o teu cheiro, o teu calor…
Tenho saudades do teu olhar doce e meigo… desse olhar que me lanças e com o qual consegues ver e sentir cada suspiro, cada sussurro do meu corpo e do meu espírito…
Tenho saudades de me abraçar a ti, e assim permanecer a olhar o infinito, dizendo-te em pensamento “Adoro-te”.
É nesse infinito que, quando não estás, te encontro e estou contigo…
…a cada momento do dia…
…a cada momento da minha vida.
Saio da mesa de trabalho e vou dormir.
A cama está vazia, mas o coração e a mente estão cheios de ti, de mim, de nós…
…o coração chega a transbordar de carinho e afecto…
Faz-me falta o teu corpo encostado ao meu.
Faz-me falta as trocas de carícias e afecto que vão para alem do nosso entendimento intelectual. Apenas o entendimento sensitivo o compreende.
Fazes-me falta.
Ainda demoras?
Vou ficar acordada ate conseguir aguentar, enquanto espero.
Vem ter comigo…
Ficarei à espera…
(e na espera, adormeço)
'Where I Stood'
I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none
There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood
Missy Higgins - Where I Stood
"Casa de hóspedes"

Estás próximo e és uma saudade.
Tudo neste estranho lugar
se desdobra próprio, para quem reflecte
a razão da sua serenidade
em música, quase inexistente, quase familiar.
Em cada parede há uma pausa. Retratos
íntimos. Livros de folhas soltas.
A tua alegria é um gesto calmo, conveniente.
Na suavidade ambiente
chovem pétalas envoltas
de desejos simples.
Mornos nos meus ombros acaricio dois gatos.
Avisei que levassem estas flores.
É perigoso dormir com rosas.
Corram os estores.
in Paralelo W, edição do autor
02 julho 2010
"Sobre o amor "

não surge à primeira vista,
e está errado quem pensa
que não exige sofrimento,
horas de luta e conquista,
desprendimento e pertença,
tudo somado ou à vez,
com muitos laços, senões,
fartas dúvidas, porquês,
nós cegos, desilusões.
Mas também é alegria,
ternura desmesurada
e, que conste, não há nada
mais digno de ser poesia.
(daqui)












